Thursday, January 2, 2014

Doorbell

January 2, 2014
Wednesday

Dear Diary,
It's been about 4 months since the car crash. My leg is still wrapped in this blue cast that itches like crazy. Today I had a cold, so I stayed home while the family went to visit the relatives in the valley. I've not been doing much all day except sniffing and sniveling with this stupid faucet nose. There's a skyscraper tower of tissues on the computer desk, where I've been watching this stupid show for the past 3 hours. Ugh, what was it called? I forget. Anyways, it was dumb. 

I've told mom about it before, but she says its impossible. I haven't been able to remember much before the car crash, but I could swear I saw something when I was still half-conscious lying on the asphalt. It was tall and black, and it was staring at me, though I couldn't see its face. I don't know why I say 'it', because it was obviously someone, but it just didn't give me the feeling that this person was someone to call a person. I'd forgotten about it til' now, because of everything that's happened. But I started remembering these past 2 weeks, because I keep having this same dream. The 'thing' or whoever, is outside the door of our house while I'm in my bed sleeping, waiting and waiting for me. It never does anything; it just waits for me. I don't know why that scares me so much.
I haven't been sleeping well lately.

I...think I just saw something. I'm a little freaked out, while writing this. I hate being home alone.

Oh, the doorbell rang. I wonder if they're home with groceries or something. I'll go get it.